Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Missing Home......??????????

Missing home...... Now.. i guess this is what all have to say atleast  when once they r away from home and away from all the poeple whom they love and who love them.... but what i have got to say in this regard.. i started getting this strange feeling.. am i really... (lemme stress it..) reallllyyyyy missing home????

I'm so many miles away from home... and here in Rolla@Missouri@US... started a blog.. world's review. Now... wil i ever review the world... am i really that idle... to sit here and go thru all the happenings in and around the world and review them... nope...!!!!!!!! its the review of MY world.. the world within which i'm there... my school, my profs, my cooking... (gosh.. now i'm getting quite adept at it too..) and everything that concerns me,... probably... this will become my diary which i stopped writing a few years ago.... 

Life seemed quite simple and uncomplicated when i was back in India.. mainly because for every decision i made and every step i took i always had option B and another ultimate trump card DAD... any issue.. its always done.. nothing ever seemed big enough to harm me.. or even bother me... but.. ironically... my life in US is telling me to bother bout every single dime i spend...(definitly not cent.. i'm not that worried yet...)

Today I had my first ever surprise test in the class.. and lemme tell u... it definitly came as a surprise to me... i shd say... got bowled.... hmmmm... anyways... its a part of the game... so gotta play it.. 

Finally, when i question myself again... am i not realllyyy missing home... then i can reconsider it... and here comes the answer.... Ofcourse.... missing a lot of things... sleepin in my dads lap.. mom made food... those chup chup ke meets with frnds... hot panipuris in the rainy season... warm chats with frnds at coffee day... wonderful long drives.... never ever ending phone calls all thru the night... those wonderful early morning walks with frnds.. followed by breakfast at some delicious road side food joint...  those bday surprises... all the nights outs with horror movies..(or rather gory) and the list is endless... may be the entire blog can be filled up with just the list...

But the point that worth mentioning here is... thats all bachpana... now i've got to grow up.. out of the protected shell of my fanily and frnds... so finally here in US... learning life... Living My Life.. Leading My World.....